Deconstruct to reconstruct.

Sometimes you just need to let it all go. Tear up the paper and start over.

You ever feel like that? Where everything in your life seems to be going in a certain direction then all of the sudden it just isn’t enough any more. The path feels off.

Somethings gotta give and that some thing is typically you. Trust me! I get it!

I have been living under the radar lately and I haven’t been able to put my finger on why.

I have felt un-interested. Dis-enchanted. Un-intrigued.

Since I feel that way, that also means that I AM un-interesting. Un-enchanting. Un-intriguing to others.

I know that and I can understand that.

With that being true, I STILL need this time to reflect, to think through my life, to see myself and where I want to be in my own future, how do I want to best serve the world, what is the best way for me to do that? Right now it’s by doing nothing.

Swim. Walk. Breathe. See my way around my country and investigate.

Everything that has been happening in the world … it’s been a lot … on ALL of us.

I have to go within … I deconstruct what isn’t working and reconstruct my life the way I want it to look.  That’s my prerogative. And it is also yours.

And with that, I am taking the next 10 days off from work and I am going to play. Laugh. Have fun. Maybe even kiss on my husband.

Yeah, that sounds like a good idea.